Mommy is not 100% - Part 2

So I thought the antibiotics were working, only to find out the lump in my throat has changed shape...... Since I went to the ER on August 11th, I have been to the GP twice, an Ear Nose and Throat Dr. (who did a fine needle aspiration), had a CAT Scan and had a biopsy........ I will know something late next week. All Dr.'s involved are pretty sure that I have a severe infection and are confident with all of the procedures that they have done that at the best thing that will come out of this is that a lot of the infection will be removed from my neck and the antibiotics will have MUCH less infection to work with. The positive is that I'm in a little less pain when I lay down; however, I have not been able to HOLD T since Thursday (the 24th) as I could not lift more than 5 pounds for 24 hours and 10 pounds for the next 24 hours as the biopsy was VERY close to my jugular vein.

I'm going to try and hold T tomorrow...... I miss having my baby in my arms, loving on him sitting on the floor or leaning over his bed is just NOT the same.